Monday, December 14, 2015

Hollow

Every day brings a new reminder of my blessing.

On Friday, I sat in the medical records waiting room where I eagerly awaited beta results. I remember that clock. It ticked very loudly. Each. Agonizing. Second. 

Yesterday, time flew by. Baby boy was snuggled in the B.oba. I talked to him. He grinned. I bounced him and fed him a bottle. 



Before him, time was hollow. Empty. Long. 

Now time is full. Warm. Much quicker. 

Today I had baby boy down on the floor to play. He's really into reflections right now, so I let him stare at himself in a mirror. The mirror I bought to set on the counter to do my shots.

Full circle. 

We made it. 

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